is it so hard to love myself again?
being engulfed in the ambitions of what you can and may be
constantly searching for a better opportunity
worrying day and night
sleepless and wide awake
perspiring everytime i toss and turn

there has got to be more to life than wanting a better 9 to 5
will everything become mundane after a year?

my perception is wrong
my attitude is wrong
life must come first
then work

but what is life? is it a relationship? a hobby?
im tired of staying awake afraid to sleep

i need to work on life. ideas anyone?